A New Creation – Again!


Wow, where do I even begin?

I thought I had left this blog behind in the dust. I thought I had walked away from it, never to come back. I figured nobody would miss it anyway.

For most of 2009, I was not living the Christ life. I became pregnant early on in the year and it consumed me – and my dedication to God with it. I was so worried that God would take my baby from me in order to teach me something through suffering that I refused to come to him with an attitude of trust. I walked my own way because I bought into the lie that God is not good.

My baby is now almost four months old. She is beautiful and perfectly healthy, and God loves her.

This year I have recommitted myself to living obediently to God. I started writing again and have two other blogs now, which I will link in the sidebar. And then yesterday I was invited to participate in a community blog for Christian women that is hosted here on wordpress.

At first I was worried – did I really have to come back into this account? I considered deleting all my entries so no one would know I was ever here before – a kind of fresh start, or more literally, a blank page. But when I logged in…

My word. Just because I’ve been gone and disobedient to God doesn’t mean all of the world has. This blog has had over 15,000 views. I had 50 comments waiting to be moderated. (For those of you who asked me questions in those comments, I am so sorry I did not respond! Please forgive me.) This blog was doing God’s eternal work even if I wasn’t.

God is so amazing! My heart was so full of praises for Him this morning. I was truly touched to find that I hadn’t been forgotten forever.

I will probably continue to post on this page, but the posts will be of a more personal nature. I have enough places to post devotionals and God-thoughts for the time being (and I welcome and encourage you to visit them). As for the future, who knows what will happen? I certainly didn’t expect this when I started this blog two years ago. Let’s see what another two years will bring.