A New Creation – Again!


Wow, where do I even begin?

I thought I had left this blog behind in the dust. I thought I had walked away from it, never to come back. I figured nobody would miss it anyway.

For most of 2009, I was not living the Christ life. I became pregnant early on in the year and it consumed me – and my dedication to God with it. I was so worried that God would take my baby from me in order to teach me something through suffering that I refused to come to him with an attitude of trust. I walked my own way because I bought into the lie that God is not good.

My baby is now almost four months old. She is beautiful and perfectly healthy, and God loves her.

This year I have recommitted myself to living obediently to God. I started writing again and have two other blogs now, which I will link in the sidebar. And then yesterday I was invited to participate in a community blog for Christian women that is hosted here on wordpress.

At first I was worried – did I really have to come back into this account? I considered deleting all my entries so no one would know I was ever here before – a kind of fresh start, or more literally, a blank page. But when I logged in…

My word. Just because I’ve been gone and disobedient to God doesn’t mean all of the world has. This blog has had over 15,000 views. I had 50 comments waiting to be moderated. (For those of you who asked me questions in those comments, I am so sorry I did not respond! Please forgive me.) This blog was doing God’s eternal work even if I wasn’t.

God is so amazing! My heart was so full of praises for Him this morning. I was truly touched to find that I hadn’t been forgotten forever.

I will probably continue to post on this page, but the posts will be of a more personal nature. I have enough places to post devotionals and God-thoughts for the time being (and I welcome and encourage you to visit them). As for the future, who knows what will happen? I certainly didn’t expect this when I started this blog two years ago. Let’s see what another two years will bring.

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1 Comment

  1. February 17, 2010 at 3:43 am

    The only entry to your blog that I have read besides this one is your Hind’s Feet In High Places Study Guide. I am so glad your baby is healthy. I am so sorry that you went through that spell where you doubted God’s goodness, but I am so glad that the Lord has restored to you the joy of His salvation!

    I am a new blogger, and most of my entries focus on the comfort we can experience in Christ. I hope this will be a wonderful year of new discoveries for you to experience and share.

    Theresa


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